Tuesday, September 09, 2008

new update...


So more weddings and internship stuff everywhere...
Sara's wedding was amazing

Huge wedding party! WOW.

We all had a great time, Tanya, John, Lori & I had tons of fun.

Monday, September 08, 2008

Question of the day????

1) Who's the most famous person you ever met?

2) Who's the most famous person you never met (but wish you had)?

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Craziness everywhere

WOW, I feel like my head has been spinning the past few days.
So I got the go ahead to go back to work and internship. WOW, from nothing right back in with the big dogs.
I feel like my head is spinning and it has only been 2 days.

I have been feeling much better, though they still have no idea what was / is wrong with me. So since Friday I have felt fine and just enjoying my last few days of freedom before knowing I was jumping back in head first Tuesday afternoon.

Classes are going well so far, LOTS of work to do for them, but all practical stuff like practice interviews, practice certification exams all that fun stuff. Still looking for an internship site I have until mid Nov to get a place approved but the good news is that rumor has it the site does not have to be with an ATC, So I still do not understand why I cant do the Bandits? But supposedly some classmates are doing chiropractor's offices, ERs, and other non- athletic based internships... I need to discuss further obviously with my Dept head what the "Real deal" is.

At my current internship we have been busy with random schedule changes due to the hurricanes, the weather not the team, and injuries. I cant wait til tomorrow to get the test results back from 1 guy where I really like 95% sure think 1 inj and my supervisor says he thinks something else. Makes me wonder if he really thinks something else or if he just said it to be a confidence booster as I have voiced to him that sometimes I lack confidence in my eval skills esp on Patients that I dont know much about ie) pain tolerance, etc. We shall see. Also I finally found out what road games I have as options for travel. Sept 13 and Nov 1 I told them I would have to play Nov game by ear for now.

Work is NUTS, my boss overheard 1/3 of something that was said and obviously the important parts were left out so I had an angry boss call today but that has been remedied. I cant stand co-workers that talk about you behind your back. Be an adult people if you have something to say say it dont play games. Also I am wokring a bunch of overtime to try and compensate for the lost week of pay last week. I think it should even out with this week's overtime.

Saturday is my last wedding of the summer. YIPPIE! No offense to any friends recently married but let me tell you I have been busy why did so many of you decide to get married so close together?

Next up baby shower and baby birth... YIPPIE he is going to be one spoiled nephew:)

Also fantasy football season is starting. I have no doubt that this year I will fair not so well. My best QB is P Manning, best wr Gonzalez, best rb BUSH, TE Gates, K Vinetareri, and Def Minn. Should be interesting lets see if my 3 yr old lil cousin is going to kick my tush again.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Drive scores

Now I live in a place that is 85 of 100


old parkside address 89 of 100

What is yours?

random

PLEASE REPOST THIS LIST UNTIL THE WORLD GETS A CLUE!
So I found this list and I thought it worthy to post. Thanks to SamsGirl's Journal and 2015 Place for the list. I hope that others who read my blog will post this as well.

The List:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the man who was not able to hold the hand of my love or attend his funeral because the love we had was "wrong".

I am the man who cannot inherit the home I have live in with my partner when he dies because I cannot legally marry him.

I am the child who was beat up at school because I have gay parents.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

Friday, August 29, 2008

how should you get fit?




Your Fitness Type: Playful



You enjoy exercise as long as it doesn't feel like work.

Working out is your playtime, and you're up for any exercise that's fun.



Try exercise that involves a little friendly competition, like basketball, softball, or volleyball.

Or you may even like exercising with a fitness video game. Anything that makes you feel like a kid again.

what the bed means?




What Your Bed Says About You



Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best to look good and have an attractive home.



You are an organized and disciplined person. You do the right thing because you want to, not because people expect you to.



You are very high maintenance. You like everything a certain way, and you're grumpy if things aren't the way you like them.



In relationships, you tend to be quite dominant. You enjoy taking charge.



You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities.



You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere.

live to be 100?




Chance You'll Live to 100: 66%



100 is looking pretty likely for you right now. You've made your health a priority.

So kick back, keep doing what you're doing, and enjoy the great life you've made for yourself.

And you might get to see what the world is like 70, 80, or even 90 years from now.

what decade should you live in?








what city are you?








What type of lesbian are you






What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.)
created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as The Pretty-Boi Dyke

You can be a bit cocky at times and ever the heartbreaker, but no one knows that you're really just looking for true love.


The Student Dyke


45%

The Surprise! Dyke


45%

The Sprightly Elfin Femme


45%

The Pretty-Boi Dyke


45%

The Quasi-Gothic Femme


25%

The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke


15%

The Stud


15%

The Granola Dyke


10%

The Bohemian Dyke


10%

The Little-Boy Dyke


10%

The Femme Fatale


5%

The Hipster Dyke


0%

The Magic Earring Ken Dyke


0%


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

more update

So I called that dr on mon morning and it was nuts trying to get an appt. I was feeling pretty good so I took a later appt so as not to have to miss more work, school or internship...

Well that backfired.

Mon like I said I was feeling pretty good in the morning came home after work did some things, went to the 1st day of classes felt fine, went to my internship where my guys were great and supportive and said they all missed me... aww some of then are sweethearts...
However after my internship driving home I was in ALOT of pain, not as bad as Thur though but almost. Picked up Jess came home and wentto take my pain meds they gave me because it was finally that bad that I said screw it fine I will take one but I couldnt find the bottle :(!

I laid down to try to feel better and got well enough to head in to work. On the way there it started up again. Once at work I was talking to a good friend / coworker about everything and my boss calls and starts in on me about something I had nothing to do with and my pain started up again and this time it was worse than it was Thurs.

Finally the boss on the phone realizes something is wrong when I start crying on the phone - keep in mind I rarely cry in front of people unless I am Very comfy around them - and asks me what is up so I tell her... keep in mind I do not have much sick time avail. So she says she goingt o find someone to come in to work for me... so I can leave as soon as someone there... i express my concerns and she says they will just have to put me on disability til this is all worked out... OK what part of they do not know what is wrong with me did she not understand... what dr is going to sign off on disability when they dont know what is wrong with me????
Anyway my amazing overnight co worker, I totaally owe her now... she has some of the meds I was given my dr for a different problem that she has so she let me have one of hers and she did 99.9% of the work for the night and I sat there not moving, once the pill kicked in I was fine.

6 am rolls around and someone comes in I finally got to leave and go home.

Called dr this morning and explained that I really need an earlier appt ideally today for that follow up. So now I get to miss the 2nd day of classes and possibily my internship today...

I just wish they would figure out what is wrong with me and fix me already. I dont like taking pain meds and I do not like missing work, school and internship but as Lori said your body is telling you something is wrong you need to listen...

Ironically I have used that line at my internships when explaining to people why they cant practice when they want to.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

health update

So here is the short version...

They still not really know what wrong. I am still in some pain but not nearly as bad of pain from the other day.
Pain is worst in morning and after I eat. So long as I not move to quick it usually is ok durring the day.
Still have limited appetite and get nasueated easily.

Had an interesting convo with ultrasound tech.... she didnt really tell me much other than that she went "uh huh..." when I asked what that was about all I was told was that she doesnt do the diagnosing just takes the pics... I hate when they do that obviously they saw something. If they not going to tell at least turn the screan so I can see for myself.

So now I get to call my dr on Mon am after 8 to try to get in for follow up and results. All this on the same day as the 1st day of classes.

Friday, August 22, 2008

past few days...

So the past few days I have not been feeling well at all. Finally tues night I decided to call in sick to work and try to get rid of whatever this was.

Wed - wanted to go to DR but my dr doesnt ans calls on wed nor take calls for apts on this day... so Wed I stay home from internship.

Thus morning I feeling a lil better try to go to internship only to be sent home again... I call the dr they take me right in and they are almost certain it was my appendix!

It wasnt...

So they made me go via ambulance even though I said no I will drive self or have someone drive me(I had already called Lori)

So we get to the ER and 5 hrs later I get released while haveing all of the following done to me:
8 asst sizes of blood drawn
a pelvic exam
medication for nausea
2 IVs
medication for pain
some radioactive drink
a CT scan
a radioactive injection

Should be fun to see the bill from that one... Thank GOD for Independent Health

Bottom line
"Well it's not your appendix. I want you to come in tomorrow for a pelvic ultrasound to check out your ovaries. If that comes back neg. then it was probably just some intenstinal spasming caused by a possible infection."

Great so basically what the dr meant to say was I really dont have a clue what is wrong with you but I do know it's not your appendix. So I am going to send your lightheaded, dizzy behind home for the night. Have a nice day.

Thankfully I thought to call the hospital this morning to verify that the Dr said to just come in for the ultrasound... NOPE have to make an appt. So today I get to sit around take some drugs and not do much other than drink water and not go to the bathroom until 4...

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Very BUSY month... 1/2 over...

Well this month is very busy...
on top of normal full time work and child, and pets and relationship...
Internship started aug 7 and runs everyday except for Sundays, when I work a split double.
We have 3 Weddings - Jen & Janet, Ang & Joe, Sara and AT
A Mets game trip to NY, and a baby shower that same weekend...

As I was saying a very busy month or so.

So Internship is going very well I actually have come to enjoy working football again after those expereinces of UB football yrs ago I wasnt sure if I would like football again but I do. The guys are for the most part nice and the coaches and my intern supervisors are great. Though we have had a rash of random injuries and illnesses So I am definitely getting my experince time in.



The critters are getting along well and Lori has seem some funny thing from the 3 of them getting along and even sharing their treats.



The mini me is doing well her team ended up 2nd in the season and 2 in playoffs for SB.



Wedding #1 was nice. To top it off met some old friends I havent seen since college and some new friends through them... another person who shares my sports medicine love:) I saw Jen's neice for the 1st time in a long time and MY OH MY has she gotten big.


A week after that wedding we had wedding #2. It was beautiful I almost cried, Lori almost cried and she barely even knows any of the people that were there. It was like a mini HS reunion of shorts of good friends from SC. Also I finally got to see the Ang & Joe's baby out of the hospital. He's so cute.



That brings up to this current day... a lil respite before classes start Monday and another wedding comes up on the 6th.

Friday, August 15, 2008




You Are the Ego



You take a balanced approach to your life.

You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.

But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.

You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

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You Should Be a Doctor



You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive.

Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily.

You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful.

You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you.



You do best when you:



- Are always learning new subjects

- Use your knowledge to solve problems



You would also be a good therapist or detective.

yup still bored




What Your Soul Really Looks Like



You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.



You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.



You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.



Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.



For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

yup still bored




What Your Soul Really Looks Like



You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.



You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.



You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.



Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.



For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

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You are the Sense of Sight



You are a very observant, detail oriented person.

You are able to take in a lot of information at once.

You often see things that other people never notice.



You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.

You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.

When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.